You're putting me together, like a puzzle, piece by piece..

Darling, don't you know, you're fixing me?

The song of the day is Fixing Me by Chase Coy. You probably have no idea who Chase Coy is, but he is a very talented singer, obviously.. You should check out his songs, if you like acoustic, romantic songs. He's absolutely amazing!

About the song...well, it truly fits right now. I've been broken down into pieces since September. Now I've met a guy that definitly stand out in a crowd, because he is just so amazing! I love him so, so, so much, that I don't even think he is capable of understanding it. Both as a friend, but also as so much more. 

I simply love him. He is fixing me, putting my heart back together, making me happy again. Sometimes I feel guilty because I'm already in love again, even though it hasn't been so long since I broke up with my last boyfriend. But...he just makes me better, this guy. Makes me feel happy. I don't hope that it's wrong, even though it may seem selfish. But after all this time...I just think I deserve to be happy again.

- Chiaki

Every morning that I wake up, I'm lucky I could see another day.

And even if I got some problems, it's ok, 'cause I blow 'em away.

Sometimes I think about how lucky I am, just to be alive..how lucky I am to breathe. I've wasted my life so many times, I've done so many horrible things to myself, in the hope of never waking up. Now, everyday I wake up, I say 'thank you'.

I somehow feel blessed, and saved. It's strange, I know.

Well, the song of the day is It's Ok by T. Mills. First of all, because it's an awesome, catchy song. I heard it yesterday, and I loved it! But also because the chorus is so amazing...fits me and my view of life perfectly. I'm lucky to wake up, to see another day. All those times I probably should've died, but didn't.

I can't say anything, but...it touches me.

- Chiaki

Even though we're miles and miles and miles apart..

I know, you make me better! 

Today's song is Let Me In by Secondhand Serenade. I was just searching for some good songs about being apart, yet being in love..and I found this one. And I just basicly fell in love with it, as quickly as I fell in love with the boy, it makes me think of.

Especially I love the "oh-uh-oh" part..I'm able to sing that outloud, and make my mom think I'm crazy and on drugs! No, but seriously, this song just makes me so happy, and gives me hope, that even though we're miles apart, we can make it work. I like that. Very much.

- Chiaki